My Dog passed away yesterday..

I woke up hearing my mom say my dog has returned home. we left him out for a day the day before and he came back in the morning. My mom said he time is near.

As i left for work, i saw him lying in his cage peacefully. I called him one last time. he woke up to looked at me one last time.I couldn;t bring myself to pet him one last time.i'm even afraid to look into his eyes too long, I said goodbye~ and i gave a feint smile. i drove off to work. I felt heavy, my mom has already preparing his departure. The ritual,prayers and all. I'm sure my mom had send him off peacefully. When i;m back. My mom told me he had left. . . i'm just speechless.. i din;t say anything.. i didn;t told her anything or utter a thing. just silence. i felt blank. i anticipated it and yet i don;t know what to do.

i heard him crying one night. i really wanted to go check on him. i was really scared. i don;t know why he cried. but i couldn;t bring myself to face him. that time i have a feeling,his leaving soon. its strange, i just had that weird feeling. i wanted to go down to tell him. its ok,i'm there for him... but i just couldn;t..i'm scared to see him go...

i guess, he left peacefully.

Goodbye Little Doggy. you will be fondly remembered by us.
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All Dogs Goes to Heaven right?

RIP Billy
4th Dec 1997 - 21 October 2009